SUFFOCATION

Every moment is suffocating,

Every day is 2oo hard,

4 sunrise I'm still waiting,

Every1 seems so harsh. :'(

Wish I cud run away,

leaving all, sumwhere far,

Wish I could camouflage,

its better than being chained and barred. :'(

These dry tears,

with none to calm me down from fears,

This fake smile,m trying,

But how long shud I carry :'(

The crowded homes,

And deserted rooms,

The quiet floors,

These shrieking roofs.

Wont u take me away from all,

Sumwhere far,and even beyond,

Or will u leave me,

The way ,did all???

With thousand reasons to die,

And 1 to live,

Move ahead all,

And so I will.

For I know sumwhere out there,

At sum crossroad or sum turn,

Ill find u waiting for me,

Yes I will.

And dis makes me cry,

ending my pains n griefs,

And I smile ,

even when eyes bleed. :')

Missing sumthing,.....Missing a part of lyf........Missing u :'(

THE SAGA OF MY EMOTIONS

Days back there was a time,

I turned around but could not find,

solace,peace or contentment,

felt like my heart was wrenched. 

I felt despondent,

as if no one cared,

I wondered whether it was my fault,

or my own self had dared.

"Do I deserve that?"

I asked my heart,

"Serve you right"

my friend said and did depart.

It was then that I felt

I was left alone in this dreary desert,

Not a single hand to hold,

as if no one bothered.

How to explain 

that I still care,

yet you left me,

saying that I never fared.

How to explain

the reason for my separation,

I don't deserve you,

as I know my presence hurts you.

Yet I cherish the days

when we were together,

how you promised

that we will be one forever.

Still I hope our relation

will never see cremation,

with this I end 

the saga of my emotions!!!

THIS IS LIFE

Life is stage,

It has its entries and exits,

It has its heroes and heroines,

It has pros and cons,

It is sweet ,it is salty,

It is joy ,it is pain,

It is refreshing,it is depressing,

But this is it.

Life may be long ,may be short,

It may be worth or futile,

But we all have to act,

so why not we positively react?

Why make our life complicated,

with too much cheer,

or too much hatred.

Life is a unique flavour,

so lets enjoy,

And this is it...!!!

MY LUV...CUM BACK TO ME...!!!

those gleamy eyes.......

that charming smile....

makes my heart throb....and it goes on and on!!!

why are u overpowering me...

except u why I can't c...

what is this rush....or just another crush...!!!

my dear,just come back to me...

yet I love when u r near...

closing my eyes...holding u tight...

in ur arms ,I feel secure...

will never let dis moment go ,4 sure!!!

still waiting....

coz I know da day is near

when u'll come back 2 me...

bt now I can feel da tinge of separation....

u r with her..can't bear da situation....

don't u feel da way I do...?don't u catch a breath when I look at u....?

m going mad.....

want dat tym 2 be back......

n now m sighing,m craving

my love...

come back 2 me......

A WALK TO REMEMBER

its a strange tym..

da thought of u....oh ,feels divine...

fairytales seem true...

movies feel  renewed...

u hv completely blown off my mind...!!!

do u feel da same as I do?

feel lyk laughing 2 da core...

feel lyk humming a tone..n den more

do u blush when I luk at u?

or when my thoughts overpower u?

dont u feel lyk holding me tight?

dat deep breath...dat innocent smile...

dat touch,wish it lasts 4ever...

dat coziness...may it fade never!!!

with da passage of tym...

da feeling seems strengthening...

da nights seem shorter...

da days seem lengthening!!!

cant da tym just pause dis moment...

da earth stop spinning..

just crave 4 dis 2 happen..

just u n me 2gether...

arms in arms...

continue walking..

dis walk 2 remember!!!

THE SEARCH

Pity 4 da world so beautiful,

Pity 4 da life so refreshing,

Pity 4 da friends so humane,

Pity 4 it seems so fake.

Haven't u fancied urself as a hero?

With people admiring,it seems a pleasure,Oh!

Haven't u imagined urself in da lead?

With all following,wat a jolly treat!

Always there had been

A frnd 2 support,

A hand 2 hold,

A flavour 2 munch.

Always there had been

A feeling of belonging,

Some1 luving u,

Still 4 more u keep longing?

But with a single wink,

Just 4 once ur eyes u blink,

The reality is revealed,

A fantasy just deceived.

U feel da pang of pain,

That loneliness hurts,with no1 to care,

U feel befriended,completely shattered,

Try 2 find but da pieces seem so scattered.

Yet in dat senselessness,

Stands a ray of hope,

Still from within da thorns,

U see a blooming rose.

His fragrance calms u 2 satiety,

His thoughts,u feel u r his priority.

Still everyone craves 4 dat touch,

A devoted frnd,a true luv,

Knowing dat he's always been with u,

n so shall 4ever continue!!!

THE IGNORANCE

Everything's weird,isn't it strange,

u seem so close,yet my heart's in pain,

I feel da pressure,I feel da strain,

it may b u or may b da time has changed.

ur lyk a drug,u've made me addicted,

ur fragrance,can feel it everywhere,

ur touch,I still relish upon,

bt they're da memories,which just can't fade.

bt past few days hv seen a change,

I cant find u,there's no trace,

had u nt promised 2 care 4 me to da core? 

bt now u never share,ignore n more.

every morn I pick up my phone

2 c ur name,a msg,a call,

n den I put it down with a thumping heart,

coz der r many bt all unknown.

I crave 4 that look of luv

that caring touch,those petty grudge,

bt I turn around,with a despondent look,

how painful 2 exclaim its u whom I can't find.

why this separation?

it hurts a lot!

why that ignorance?

it wrenches my heart!

yet deep there in my heart

a voice says u do care!

n so here I still sit n wait,

wishing one day u'll realise my worth

n return bt I wont b there!!!

THE APOCALYPSE

Two hearts shattered,

Two souls desperate,

Two lives affected,

Feeling da same pain... :(

Its a sudden storm,

That has let loose all da knots,

which they holding hands

had taken so long 2 form......

With tears in their eyes,

here they cry,

Bearing hard this separation,

Burdened by restrictions...

They longed for each other's happiness,

Craved for that glimpse of smile,

That face whose charm was adorable,

Has somewhere now been lost away...!!!

The world seems against them,

Time itself has turned tables,

Two birds who once sang songs of true love,

Feel despondent that they cant even tweet the same...

Lost in one's love's thoughts

Fancying one in his arms,

Yet their own people have driven them apart,

They feel they're dying with every trance...

Can someone ease out this pain???

This disaster has ripped off their hearts,

They who had once promised never to leave each other,

Now long for a momentary touch... :'(

GRATITUDE

Time passes by

Memories fade away

still there's a face which

my mind recalls everyday

days r full of joyful moments

n nyts r full of tears

cz the endless darkness drains away

from my eyes the pain, remorse, guilt n fears

n den when ur soothing touch

calms my mind , ending da nytmares

my thoughts r overpowered by da null digit

its a blank paper with all pains erased

its den dat I bcum aware

of the cruel side of the earth

n u sit next to me

unfolding the truths of this world

n when the sun peeps through the darkness

I still find u holding my hand

revealing to me that this is lyf

neither a boon nor curse neither gud nor bad

now things hv changed a million tyms

its u whom I see when I turn around

its u whom I see ahead in lyf

its just ur face n memories dat surround

I know each day ends with a moral

each incident has sumthin 2 b learned from

bt its  pleasing n relieving enough

to find u always around.... :')